Mr. Average

Yes, i am describing myself...
Suddenly found that i am really average on everything,
well, i am really bad in many things, and at the same time can be better than many in some fields,
but had never been the best...
wonder is there any field that can let me feel myself as the best of all...
Losing myself again....
Arrgghhh.. i hate it!!!!
back to study....

还是会寂寞

早已忘了想你的滋味是什么
因为每分每秒都被你占据在心中
你的一举一动牵扯在我生活的隙缝
谁能告诉我离开你的我会有多自由
也曾想过躲进别人温暖的怀中
可是这么一来就一点意义也没有
我的高尚情操一直不断提醒著我
离开你的我不论过多久还是会寂寞

烂泥

我是烂泥扶不上壁。。。
是烂泥就回你的沼泽，学人爬什么墙壁。。。 妈的

out of sight, out of mind

found that i had lost contact with almost all my old friends, from primary schools to some university... Really, i am the "out of sight, out of mind" type, i wouldn't purposely contact those i wouldn't meet frequently just for keeping in touch.. i won't kacau u in msn, or call u in the midnight , or text u frequently... because sometimes i really have nth to say, and doing this made me felt myself vy annoying... haha... And i wouldn't take the initiative to ask people out, because i hardly find ppl with the same interest with me, they wouldn't enjoy it...
anyway, suddenly miss all my old friends very much.... miss the time we always hang out together.... would really appreciate it if we have the chance to be together like the old times...

hopeless

simply hopeless for repeating the same mistakes;

Well, it doesn't make a difference actually, in fact it won't give much impact, i am still living...

just don't repeat it for another time...

self

we are never alone living in this world, every people are related to each other, everything we do is influencing others, either directly or indirectly, with or without your intention ;

therefore it had been a responsible for human beings to serve each other, to help each other;

that's why we are divided into different professions, and we have our own role as a part of the world, so that we can serve others in a field while others will serve us back in any other fields;

This had been a mutual relationship between human beings since our existence, and this mutual relationship had taken a big role in survival and development of human's civilization;

That's the reason we lived, we are living for the world, not ourselves alone;

so, no matter who you are, or what you do,

REMEMBER, we are not doing this for ourselves, but for everyone else;

we may get benefits for serving others, but, REMEMBER, the benefits shall never be the main reason for us to do whatever we are doing, serving others is always the main part, benefits come afterwards, DO NOT make your priorities confused;

people living for themselves alone are pity, since they are lost, selfish , and foolish. They never really knew their purpose of living, they never grow, they are just a burden of the world. They may own everything, but had never realized it will be all gone one day. they may seemed happy and elated, but they never knew the real happiness.

However, while serving others, never ignore yourselves. we are neither superman nor superwoman, we need to live on, we should get what we deserve to get, so that we could continue to serve others..

we are living for ourselves, and to serve others..

get a balance between this two..

i have no time?!!!

have no time to do anything,
have no time for sports, which once had been a daily routine for me;
have no time to discover new songs and music;
have no time to watch new movies;
have no time to have new songs played on my guitar;
have no time to updates the news about what's going on around me;
have no time to keep in touch with my old friends, or even recent friends;
have no time to learn new things;

and is which more ridiculous,
have no time to serve and be closer to god;
have no time to be spent with my family...

am i really that busy?
or i am just lazy?
or maybe i am too greedy, not willing to give up anything...