Wednesday, May 26, 2010

six strings

Everyone knows, human cannot fly…
But since the first chord strummed, I had my first pair of wings…
With only six strings, thousands of emotions are carried within it,
Which every pluck and every strum penetrates my heart, like sharp needles,
Cut through my skin all over my body, like a soft dagger,
Leaving a pain, which is silent but yet so deep…
Thanks for walking me through my lonely nights,
whenever I couldn’t find someone to share my thought,
with you, I would never feel lonely…
with you, I had started dreaming,
with you, I learnt to discover the beauty and meanings of music,
with you, I had my fingers spoiled,
with you, I had my free time filled…
well, dream remains as dream, as I have to surrender to such many restrictions…
you are wide like an ocean, it takes my whole life to swim across you,
you are always kept as my private treasure , like a secret locked in my chamber,
not to be shared with others, totally owned by myself…
will there be a day that the locked chamber is opened, and I’ll take you to cross the door , leaving the chamber?
It remains unknown…

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

holiday syndrome

yes, this is a new discovery in the psychology medical field,
which will be a great leap and milestone in human's civilization,
a syndrome described by extremely low self-esteem, loss of goals, leading to a totally empty and meaningless lifestyle or condition, or even starting to hallucinate,
occurred among university students during holidays especially....
a syndrome discovered by me, named by me, and happens to me...
or maybe it should be named upon me?
----> chu hong's syndrome? or tai's holiday syndrome? =.=''
what the hell am i crapping? totally bullshit....
ok.. i am trying to convince myself that i am not the only one who is experiencing this "syndrome"...
haha.. that made me feel better... or am i?
totally hate it, but it loved me so much and start to bug me whenever i had a long long free time.. come on bro, give me break!!!
well, had been experienced in handling it,
not gonna take stupid measures such as committing suicide, hurting myself, eat till bloating, crying, etc...
writing emo blog post will do... trust me...
i highly recommend this to every emo person,
don't take stupid measures, blogging solved it all...
=.='' i'm crapping again... ok i'm fine....
but i welcome any approaches that concerns me... hahaha

had you ever thank your friends for willing to be your friends?
well it sounds weird to do so...
and it feels more weird if someone did it to you...
well, at least it made me think a lot,
that maybe i really need to show some appreciation to my friends...
ok, to all my friends, thank you for still considering me as ur friend, it is my honour and
i love you all!!!
MUACKKSSSSS!!!!

Sunday, May 9, 2010

给两位好朋友

好人不易做。。。
诚实的人也难做。。。
凭着良心做事更难。。。
妳却做到了。。。
或许看起来像在被人耍,被人利用,被人欺负;
或许在人家眼里这样很傻,很吃亏;
但我知道,妳并不傻,而且比许多人聪明得多,有智慧得多。。。
妳只是单纯地想对大家好,想顾着大局,宁愿让自己受点小委屈;
妳只是选择看见世界美好的一面,全心相信妳的朋友,为他们付出了真心。。。
妳让我觉得自己很邪恶,很堕落。。。
不要改变自己,因为没什么需要改变。。
不要听他们说的,我就是喜欢这样单纯的妳。。。
要做荷花,出淤泥而不染,才显示出妳的特别。。。


你有独到的眼光,一眼就能把人事物看得透彻;
你有得天独厚的天赋,任何事物皆难不到你;
你有你的原则,不理睬世俗的眼光,做事都问心无愧;
你有过人的勇气,坚守着你的立场,说出你的不满;
你不爱花言巧语,总是那么坦诚。。。
你铁汉柔情,刚硬的外表下,蕴藏着温柔和感性,但皆不轻易流露在外;
你朋友不多,但都是挚友,都愿意为你付出真心。。。
想告诉你,
世界没你想象的可恶,换个角度看看,它还是美好的;
人从不是完美的,不好的,就睁一只眼闭一只眼吧,放得太大,只会让自己难受,还会演变成偏见哦;好的,默默欣赏的确没错,但学会称赞人也是好的哦。。。
人的力量是有限的,别把一切扛在自己肩上,相信你的朋友吧。。。
天赋是你的本钱,但别忽略了后天的努力,毕竟这才是成功的基石,要知道自信与高傲不过是一线之差。
的确欣赏,很高兴能认识你;一直都把你当挚友,希望你对我也一样

Saturday, May 1, 2010

sorry sue, i copied ur blog post... lol

有一种女孩子在陌生人面前会很安静,很冷漠,
在熟人面前却很放肆,很霸道,
并喜欢一咋一呼的说:“滚,滚蛋,坏蛋,笨蛋”。
不要认为她很粗鲁,她只是很单纯的认为,
大家打打闹闹,骂骂笑笑,表示更亲切,更不分你我。

这一种女孩子不谈恋爱,只在姐妹间游荡
即使有不错的朋友,她还是无奈的笑笑
其实她只是在不能确定自己付出的前提下
不会接受,因为不想伤害。

这一种女孩子偶尔看到街上的情侣时,
也会幻想,也会羡慕,
幻想着将来自己的恋爱
该是多么的帅气,多么的温柔,多么的甜蜜

这一种女孩子,
喜欢和自己的姐妹在一起打闹,大呼小叫。
即使没有男朋友,
在她的世界里,也有她的骄傲!

这种女孩子也会偶尔的忧郁,
朋友问她怎么了 她也只会说没事
其实她只是感觉累了,
她只是需要一个拥抱。

这种女孩子不会轻易恋爱,恋爱了一定会好好珍惜。
她会骄傲的拉着他的手大街小逛,
不要认为她放肆,
她只是答应过姐妹们幸福要大家一块分享。

这样的女孩子恋爱的时候
喜欢大事听男孩子的而在小事上调皮,耍赖。
不要认为她太小气,蛮不讲理,
其实在她调皮的习惯里已经为你收敛不少!

这样的女孩子不允许男孩子的背叛,
如果男孩子真的办了对不起她的事,
她一定会狠心的离开你。
不要怪她太绝情,
她其实很爱你,但是卑微的爱情她不要,
她果断的转身只是不想让你看见她滑落的泪水!

这样的女孩子失恋的时候会在别人面前装的很好,
大声的笑,放声的闹。
当姐妹心疼的说:“你没事吧?”
她会放下她所有的骄傲,趴到姐妹怀里哭。
哭完了,苦笑一声:没想到我还会为一个男的哭。

若你遇到了这样的女孩,
如果你们是朋友,请原谅她平日的不理不睬,
其实她只是不会社交,不敢打扰,
你想想你的每一次邀约,她拒绝过你。
如果你喜欢上她,请你不要说出来,
因为她很幼稚,你会吓跑她。
原谅她的冷漠,
她只是怕伤害你!

若她喜欢上你,请你不要在她的世界里消失。
她没有更多的要求,不会打扰你的生活。
她只是想静静的看着你,
当你的观众,仅此而已。

如果你们已经在一起了,
请你好好珍惜她。
这样的女孩子、太傻,
请你别让她受伤。

这一种女孩子就以这样的方式生活着,
她有她的梦想,她的希望。
一个如花儿般的女孩子,
她时而快乐,时而忧伤;
时而郁闷,时而疯狂;
时而邪恶,时而善良;
时而脆弱,时而坚强!
你可以说她傻,也可以骂她笨,也可以说她冷,
但是她们还是生活在自己的世界里,
希望做一个幸福、善良的孩子!