Saturday, February 27, 2010

stucked...

stucked... after so long, even haven't enter the first step...no progression at all...
have no idea about what to do next,
have no idea about what should be done,
have no idea about what is really the situation,
have no experience of such thing,
have time of about half a year left,
really too short to make things happen...
if you know what am i talking about,
please consult me, or give me a hint,
a CLEARER 1!!!
I really need a guidance

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

好像鱼骨卡在喉咙的中央,好像有颗大的石头,好像原子弹要爆炸,我要疯了;再烂再讨厌的人都遇过,骗我背叛我的人也遇过,都不曾如此困扰着我;饶恕真是要用一生去学习,但问题是不曾得罪我的,要我如何饶恕?虽是公认的惹人厌,但真的不曾得罪我,不曾对不起我; 既是如此,又为何困扰我那么久?真的,我活了这么久,第一次也是唯一一次那么小气,对一个人如此厌倦,久久无法饶恕,竟然还拉低自己的人格出言毁谤。。。是我小气?这是我的捆绑,但何时才能解脱,怎样才能解脱?

大家羽毛都长齐了,会飞了。。。不再懵懵懂懂了,有主见了,我那一套明显行不通了,不需要我扶着了,或许是我需要你们吧。。。短短一段时间,大家都学了不少东西,成长了不少。。。我还在原地踏步?是开倒车吧。。。真可惜自己一直不愿放开胸怀,没跟你们一起体验这一切?现在开始还来得及吧。。。希望大家都还存着那份情怀,那种热情。。。我也要跟上你们叻。。。

对太会说话的人,要爱或恨?总是觉得自己被他们骗了,当他们把你捧上天,发现只是却奉承;当他表示有多欣赏你时,其实是要让你有多欣赏他们;当你越来越欣赏他们表现出来的好,却忽略了他们隐藏了多少的坏;当他们用无限的热诚燃烧了你,却发现热诚的其实只有傻傻的自己。。。 往往不想把话包装得太美丽,却必须学会这么做,谁叫世人都爱听好话。。。真不明白。。。做么那些傻嗨酱爱听骗话。。。真的希望,也很真的很珍惜,还有人可以让我坦荡荡的说话,不论好听或难听,只要是真心话,不用漂亮的词语,不用顾他的感受,因为他知道真心可贵。。。真的希望,也很真的很珍惜,还有人可以向我坦荡荡的说话,不论好听或难听,只要是真心话,不用漂亮的词语,不用顾我的感受,因为我知道真心可贵。。。

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

blesses

Happy to hear that you've finally found your right one,
such a long time never heard a news about you...
However, happy to get this wonderful news...
Sorry that once i had made you to wait for an empty promise,
once i thought i've ruined your life...
hahaha.. seems i had worried too much..
Time keeps to move on and life goes on, whether you like it or not,
so, we should always move forward, not stopping for anyone...
well, all the best to you...