Tuesday, December 29, 2009

平凡是福

苏打绿 - 他夏了夏天

词:吴青峰 曲:吴青峰


几点钟 结束梦 他按下闹钟
如往常 开始了一天生活
忙工作 忙收获 早餐吃什麼
他和他 维持齿轮的脉搏

汗水在他的身上化成了彩虹
步伐的节奏延续生命的河流
默默在岗位战斗的每个小小英雄
富有和贫穷 卑微和伟大相同
他从不害怕自己被人群淹没
中午吃便当是他最大享受

几点钟 也许是 月出的时候
如往常 结束了一天工作
他心中 幻想著 晚餐吃什麼
家里的 让他不怕往前冲

疲累在他的身上化成了笑容
步伐的节奏开始不那麼沉重
轻轻旋转著夏天地面闷热的晚风
平凡或特别 笨拙或聪明相同
他从不担心自己被世界折磨
甜蜜的负荷是他最大依托


疲累在他的身上化成了笑容
步伐的节奏开始不那麼沉重
轻轻旋转著夏天地面闷热的晚风
平凡或特别 笨拙或聪明相同
他从不担心自己被世界折磨
甜蜜的负荷是他最大依托

带著笑容的睡意化成了彩虹
在他梦中一口气走上了星空
喧嚣地亮起整个夏天渴望的挥霍
清淡与浓烈 好与坏他都尝过
他从不介意自己被命运作弄
按下了闹钟开启另一个梦

Sunday, December 20, 2009

joshua

receiving a honour or gift which you do not deserved to... how would you feel? Lucky? Blessed? Excited? Wat if this honour had been a responsibility? i should be thankful for this undeserved gift, but somehow it had been a burden for me... leading a bunch of people in a field which they are much better than u, a bunch of people with great pride for their great knowledge and ability... who am i to lead them? or even inspire them?
Joshua, heir of Moses, the great prophet, was chosen by God to lead the Israelites after the death of Moses. Moses was a charismatic leader with great abilities, making lots and lots of miracles, leading the israelites to escape from Egypt... Extraordinary power and natural ability of Moses to inspire others keep the israelites to follow him. Joshua, in the other hand was much an ordinary human. his ability and charisma were far dimmed compared to Moses, even some of the Israelites showed better caliber... But he had succeed to lead and unite the 12 tribes of israelites, which were consists of great army, warrior, priest and scholar, to win over great enemies...
With strong armies, the tribes of israelites didn't have any reasons to bow under a ordinary person like Joshua... But why are they willing to be followers of Joshua?
This is because, they follow not because of the charisma of the leader they are following, neither Moses nor Joshua, But they follow since God is with the leader, as they see the leader can lead them to the rite way as god wished..
May god be with me as he is with joshua, may god let me be a inspiring leader that let people see the right way, as they would follow the way...

Thursday, December 17, 2009

每个人都会 - 方大同

每个人都会 - 方大同

爱是两人一张绵被
也是一人一瓶清水
都说对
爱是送一百支玫瑰
也是让赤地开花惢
就ok

人间的青草地 需要浇水
内心的花园 就不会枯萎
把最甜最好的滋味
散播到东南西北

甚麼比 love love love love love 更美
爱让人安心在梦中 熟睡
啊 love love love love love 最美
美在每一个人都会

爱是让人感动流泪
也是停止制造伤悲
都答对
爱是为好朋友解围
也是为陌生人破费
就ok

人间的青草地 需要浇水
内心的花园 就不会枯萎
把最甜最好的滋味 散播到东南西北

甚麼比 love love love love love 更美
爱让人安心在梦中 熟睡
啊 love love love love love 最美
美在每一个人都会

爱肯付出的汗水 爱小王子的蔷薇
爱旅途上的兄弟姊妹
爱所有青山绿水 爱所有难忘约会
爱上对爱的体会

只有 love love love love love 最美
它会建成最安全的堡垒
甚麼比 love love love love love 更美
美在只要有心都会 学会
不用甚麼智慧 只要用心体会
爱让每人都有机会

Thursday, December 3, 2009

down

No… that feeling is rearising in my mind again, i hate this feeling.. a feeling that I fear the most, a feeling that once had been disturbing me for a long time, a feeling that I thought I had been totally free from it… it’s a feeling of extremely low self esteemed, that myself have nothing good compare to others, that I am living in this world as a useless person, living without any contribution… a feeling that my existence is insignificant, which no one would appreciate, which is meant to be ignored.. Maybe they would even live better without me… Maybe someday I suddenly disappear from this world, or die in a remote place, no one would notice as well, or even if they notice, it wouldn’t affect them…
I won’t go for suicide… but I don’t know why such feeling suddenly recurrent in my mind. Believe me, none of you will have bigger fear towards it than me, and I want to get rid of it more than anyone else…
Why would it come back and bug me? Ya… recently, my life sucks… bad news and failures are appearing one by one… well, not recently, my life always sucks… but, once, not long ago, I had been so motivated, having a lot of confidence, that I had a good life, for no reason… now, I miss that well being feeling… Maybe human’s memory would selectively keep those good memories, dumping the bad ones, lead to my paradoxical well being feeling… I had been holding on to my belief strongly, making others as nonsense and foolish… I had been following my own standards, instead of following others, since I had seen inaccuracy and bias in their standards. But now, my stands are shaking, is it too arrogant for me to set my own standards? Or I was setting my own standards, so that it would mask my failure in standards of others… Am I fooling myself?
Maybe i had this feeling because i am too free during the holiday.. haha. Well, maybe I really had nothing to be proud of…

Saturday, November 14, 2009

不了解

这是什么复杂的感觉啊?是心动了吗?不会吧。。。是妒嫉吗?不排除这种可能性。。。或许是不愿服输吧。。。人家有,我也要有;还是抢别人的东西总是比送上门来的有快感?我在不爽什么?又没伤害到自己或任何人,而且这样不是皆大欢喜吗。。。
真的越来越不了解自己。。。 自以为很清高,不食人间烟火,不顾他人说的,不同流合污,不人云亦云,也能坚持到底,其实,只是还未经考验,不过如此; 自以为男儿志在四方,很志高远大,其实是在做白日梦,空有奇想,纸上谈兵,其实都在混日子; 自以为这样叫脚踏实地,其实是缩头缩尾,墨守成规; 自以为是情痴,会一直放不下,其实早就忘了;以为看的很透彻,其实是自以为是;自以为很合群,其实很自我;自以为交游广阔,其实都是点头之交。。。
自以为能对自己诚实,其实骗了自己很多。。。

Sunday, October 4, 2009

If we love one another...

"A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another, By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another." (John 13:34-35)

If we could love one another, there could be no war and argument, there could be no pain and suffering.
If we could love one another, how good and beautiful could the world be!!!

Love your family, as they are the closest ones to you, as they are the reasons you lived on the earth.

love your loved ones, as they are a part of you, as they are walking you through your whole life, as they are loving you as much as you do.

love your friends, as they had brought happiness to you, as they had walked you through the lonely night, as they had aided you in your hard times.

love your teachers, as they are the ones who filled you with knowledge and wisdom, as they had lead you to the right way, as they had not been letting you to live with foolishness.

love those in pain or suffering, as they needed it more than anyone else, as your love could have strengthen them to get over whatever they are facing.

love the needies and poors, as they had nothing, as your love could fill their emptiness and lacks.

love those strangers who walked pass you, as they are human beings like you and me, as your love could bring colours to their life.

love the ones you hate, as they had been a heavy stone in your heart, as your love have been the only cure for this stress.

love your enemies, as vengeance doesn't have an end but love, as love could bring enemies to friend.

love one another, sounds simple yet difficult, but how beautiful if this world could be a place spilling with love...

Saturday, September 26, 2009

朋友

膝足把酒倾通宵都不足,我痛快过,你呢?
情伤时那黯然孤寂的背影,我心痛过,你呢?
说好了,管它什么狗屁逻辑,硬着头皮,勇敢做梦,就能征服世界,我还相信,你呢?
不识趣的把你惹毛了,三天不说话,但,远在心里,我后悔了,你呢?
你重色轻友,有异性,没人性,我生气了,你呢?
瞒着我,欺骗我,利用我,这一切,我原谅你了。你呢?
你有你的千秋大梦,我有我的美丽人生。。。
你的悲伤痛楚,不会让我哭泣流泪;我的喜怒哀乐,不会让你飞扬左右。。。
咱们离别,不会各自背着眼泪流。。。
或许你就像长江河水,一去不回头,不过是个过客。
不错,人是要向前看的,但不妨回头看看,或许,你会发现,他们不曾改变,也不会改变,
或许你会发现,他们比情人还死心塌地。。。 这就是朋友。
生死之交,最佳損友,点头之交,酒肉朋友。。。
无论你是哪一种,大家自由的飞吧!!!

Sunday, August 23, 2009

妈,我回来了

妈,我回来了。。。进入那道久别又熟悉的家门,感受家里的温暖是何等美妙的。那张苍老的脸,经过岁月的撒野,又被划了几道皱纹,望着我向我微笑,更加明显了。。。 我怎么现在才发觉呢?

外面的世界很大,时而喧哗精彩,让人流连忘返,时而残酷现实,让人却步想逃。还来不及与妳分享这一切,妳原本上扬的嘴角掉了下来,空气顿时沉重了起来。。。妳虽一话不说,但那飘忽的眼神似乎在狠狠的责备我,责备我变了,责备我变得心机从从,责备我变得败坏堕落,责备我变得爱慕虚荣。。。一个母亲最大的失望与难过莫过于此。。。

妈,妳要相信我!!!我并未改变,只是在外转了一圈,看的事物多了,接触的人多了,自然有了自个儿的想法。世间的险恶未能让我变得险恶,城市的虚华未能让我贪恋。。。妈,你要相信我,我还是妳那个单纯的,傻傻的孩子,以前是,现在是,未来永远都是,无论我以后功成名就,出人头地,或一败涂地,落魄潦倒,我还是我,我还是妳那个单纯的,傻傻的孩子。妳要记得,我可是你一手调教出来的,是妳告诉我,人再穷也不能穷志气,人再成功也不能忘本。。。这些话,我都还记得,永远都记得。。。

现实是残酷的,世界是弱肉强食的,所以做人是该现实些,才能得以生存。生命是无常的,短暂的,终有一天,我们都要归于尘土,世间拥有的一切都是没保障的,也是带不走的,终有一天都会化为乌有。所以,在现实地面对这个世界的同时,请保留着一份单纯给自己,也给最爱的人,否则,或许有一天,你会发现自己忙了一辈子,却什么也没有。

Monday, April 13, 2009

GAY... again...

This shit topic can be annoying, but also interesting, depending on which position are you standing on. Well, it is quite interesting and entertaining to discuss this thing from the perception of a third person, especially when it is about friends who are close to you. Anyway, it is not a good deed to stab others from the back...
Different people always have different thought towards this topic, but from what had i seen, their opinions can be classified into two extremities. The first was those totally disagree with it, and even being discriminative to it. well, i admit, seeing two guys holding hands shopping together is disgusting enough, what would be my response if they hug or kiss? vomiting? Probably... But some people disagree too much which deviates from what should really hate. Long long time ago, a woman who committed adultery can be sentenced to death, killed by stones thrown by villagers without any mercy, as they had no heart, as they are so noble and innocent, as the woman had polluted the society, brought shame to them, and a human life meant nothing compared to their bullshit nobility... You might had seen this in some classical movies, and had laugh or criticise how uncivilised or barbarian the society in those years... but somehow their mind was no other than that... surely nowadays they can't kill gays for intruding the moral... but if they can they would, i believed... the way they discriminate or set those apart, shows that their mind aren't other than those in the old times... what gives you the power to judge or even penalise others? unless you are totally innocent from the time you were born, in fact, no one can be...
Now, here comes the second type people. These people aren't gay, but they don't object homosexuality... For them, sexuality is a choice, and there is no right and wrong with it, it's people's freedom to love a man or a lady. For them, morality in sexuality is nonsense, an old fashioned thought that only old or outdated people would possess... when you mention that homosexuality is wrong, they might accuse you for abusing other's freedom. They also think that homosexuality is the nature or identity of that particular person, which should let it be the way they are... this thought is common nowadays, and it keeps invading more and more people's mind, especially youngsters, those easily influenced by those bent minds.
So, which type of thought do you have? For me, these two are just too extreme. Ya, i hate and i object homosexuality, but what i hate and object are just the homosexual behaviour, not the people who possess this kind of behaviour... a friend who had aids is still my friend, a friend who kill someone is still my friend, same goes to homosexual friends... I am not totally innocent therefore i don't have the power to judge people... Besides, Everyone deserves a chance... On the other hand, i wouldn't see homosexuality as a nature or normal behaviour. Why? because it is not!!! It was a Abnormality or mental sickness among people, which should be corrected with appropriate ways... Will you see sickness as an identity of a person? Will curing a disease vanishes a person nature? Maybe you'll say some were born with homosexuality, and that makes it the identity of the person... Well, doesn't it mean that it is wrong to cure thalasemia? An objection towars homosexuality without discrimination is the correct perception, i think. A friend always said that my thought is totally influenced by christianity. I don care wat he says... But i believed too much thought of this world is deviated, biased... And more and more people are infected... It is true that people should change their mind as time goes on to adapt themselves to the world. But, it shouldn't had deviated from the standard. sometimes, it can be helpless since it is not easy to change a person's thought. i won't take a bible to the front of a person and say "Lord says, this is wrong and....... blah blah blah......" . It will never work. If it does, i had done it long times ago... There are just too much of those i think was wrong, and i am upset with.. But what can i do as a weak and strengthless human being? or maybe my own isn't correct.... sometimes it is hard to hold on to my own standpoint too...